Has anybody else noticed that practically everybody born between about 1980 and now is incredibly angry, depressed, or both? Maybe that’s just what I want to see since that fits me too, but I can’t help but feel that there is a reason for this and that I’m not the only one who sees it…
Maybe I’m just out of my fucking mind too… always an option :P
In fact, I wrote a song last night for the first time since about the seventh grade :D! I’ll eventually get around to posting it, but I want to write the music to the words first… which will take a bit more time, as I never really learned to play guitar… I’m writing on the piano first, and then a friend will teach me guitar :).
As for the rest of life, fourteen fresh slashes in my left arm over the last few weeks probably says more about my mental state than any words I could use. Maybe that’s why I can write again; a need to try and elaborate on something which I can’t put into regular words. Or maybe I’m just too scared to say what I feel out loud…
Nonetheless, I hope I can keep on producing music, art, and anything else I wish for the weeks, months, and years to come :)!
