Come ON already!!

I am NOT being any harsher than I have to be. I am saying what I see, like I always do... what more can I do? Yet you still ignore me, dodge my questions, follow her as though she can do no wrong...

I just wanted to be accepted during a rough time in my life, is that too much to ask? I needed friends, you gave me scorn. And the others follow you as though you can do no wrong. What did I ever do that I haven't sworn to fix? What promise have I ever broken? sure, I take a while with books and stuff, but that's because I know my books... I get only the best and give them out. So I get the silent treatment for over three months for a single stupid mistake? Because none of you have the balls to stand up to the one of you?! The irony here is that fact really hits below the belt. I'd stand up for you to the death of me... or I would have...

And now all you give me after three months is shitty excuses and lies?! Isn't that more than a little bit hypocritical?! Wasn't my mistake a lie? Aren't your excuses lies? Hypocrites... hypocrites, jerks, assholes, and cowards. All of you deserve each other, and you should know that everyone else is getting fed up with you too... but why should that matter? Enjoy utter isolation, and don't come bitching back to me when things go to hell.

And something else... I think I'll let you find out just how little everyone likes you all by yourselves... I'm through sticking up for you when I get treated like this in return.

Annnddd, I feels a lot like musing tonight

soooo... NEW POST XD!!!

What to speak of? Well, as I was reminded earlier tonight, it's Valentine's day this Saturday
. An interesting fact that people don't really know about V-Day, it was actually established exclusively to help the economy. Seriously. So it was made exclusively to merchandise stuff... should I feel dirty for finding that hilarious ;P?!

It really has kinda gained a new symbolism though, the concept that started it has morphed it into a whole new species of holiday. Cool :).

In other news, I'm currently messed up beyond belief. Seriously, ever had that feeling like you want to just smack anything/anyone who gets in your way?? Yeah, me too... right now.

Last thing: http://www.whirled.com/#world-game_g_827_36900

This is the most amazing/demented little puzzle thingy I've ever played... ever XD!!

G'night all,
~D

I wonder...

What exactly would it take to win the respect of over 500 people?

Hmmmm...

Well I didn't quite reach 5... ;P

I'm working at it though... slowly but surely... then one day, when you least expect it my little watchers.............................................................. BAM!! A billion new blogs on your updates! MWAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!

Well, now that that is out of the way, let's talk life.
To be honest, I can't come right out and say "holy sh*t, my life sucks." Because... well... my life is actually pretty good. I have the things that I need and a few that I want, and my family really does care about me despite my frequent tendency to be a jackass without meaning to. The problem isn't my home life though, it's everywhere else. I feel ostracized, left out by people I've never done anything but be kind to.
Especially one person. A person whom I used to trust and held very dear. Now she won't even talk to me or acknowledge I exist. At the risk of her or someone else finding this, COME ON Steph, what the hell is wrong?!

Signing off :)... :/

What to write??...

Hello there world of blogging ones. I'm not sure exactly what I want to write here, so be prepared for some very strange stuff...

Needless to say though, I'm here because a lot of things have changed over a very short period of time. Where better to ask oneself questions than on a blog?
Well... maybe I should stop ranting and start blogging... or are they the same?! I still don't know, and I still don't care. I'm here to open myself in text since life won't allow me to do so for real...

See you soon :)